Saturday, May 2, 2009

Well it's about time!

Outreach Weeks 1-3 - April 12-May 2 - Calcutta

Well, it's been a while since I've written, but here I am in India.

Outreach Prep week went well; we had a crazy prep day where we were "on outreach" and had to bargain for food (a skill that has come in handy, it turns out), start bonfires, get dropped of miles from our base and find our way back, and put together a church service with 30 seconds notice.

Travel to Calcutta went well, and the three weeks we've spent here have been good ones. We're staying in the center of the city and have been working with several ministries in the area, including ministries to street and train station children, prostitutes, slum women, and the Mother Theresa Homes (I'd be more specific, but for now I can't due to Indian policy concerning visitors to this country).
We've adapted to India alright; aside from a couple of bouts with food poisoning we've been healthy. We now wear the traditional Salwar Suits (western clothes are thought immodest, especially in the outskirts of town). It's pretty hot here (between 85-100 degrees F), and the humidity hasn't been the greatest either, so that's been a bit of a challenge since our hostel rooms don't have any form of AC.

The culture is so very different from the West. There are so many people everywhere (Calcutta has a population of over 13 million) - 90% of the people you see on the street are men, and the gender rolls are very different here, so it's taken a bit of getting used to. It's hard to keep from smiling at men - you can't even talk to them to ask for directions for fear of sending the wrong signals!

Travel is another adventure - we've learned to estimate the amount of time it'll take to get somewhere and double it just for good measure. The bus system is cheap and reliable, but sometimes the buses are a bit overcrowded. Case in point, we once got on to a local bus that was so packed with people that you were literally pressing against people on all sides - Joel had to hang out the door as the bus drove in order to keep from being shoved off by the sheer number of bodies.

The Indian people are really friendly; they all want to know where we're all from and what we're doing here. They're also very hospitable. Turid and I sat down to talk for an hour or so with a group of street kids who were begging, and they were gracious enough to entertain us right there on the sidewalk - they bought us chai (tea) and pieces of green mango (a treat for the locals, though I prefer the ripe ones).

Tomorrow we fly to Delhi. We'll be there for a few days before taking a week-long prayer hike through the Indian Himalayas. We'll have a few days of debrief after that, then we spend a week in Delhi (or thereabouts) for a bit of ministry and our pastoral visit from Holmsted. After that, we're not sure! Our third location hasn't been made clear yet - I'll keep you posted!
Photos: Calcutta (many more to come once I'm back home!)

Friday, April 3, 2009

Missions Week - Journal - March 30 - April 3


Monday

Today the India team went on a practice trek - we weighed down our backpacks with 15 kilos of stuff (that’s 33 pounds of rice, catsup and mustard for me) and hiked through the woods, sheep folds, and horse paddocks for two hours. It was really fun; a workout, but not too horrific. In India we’ll be hiking 20 + miles a day for over a week at one point, so we need the practice.

Tuesday

We had our last small group meeting before outreach today - we had a very good tea party and talk; I love the girls in my small group. We’ve gotten very close over these 12 weeks. I’m sad that none of my small group is coming with me to India; it’ll be hard to get on without them - then again, maybe that’s a way God is challenging me…
Peter Bos shaved Joel’s head in preparation for outreach today - all accept for a strip down the middle. Yep - a Mohawk. ‘Tis awesome.
This evening Hannah Salway, Inge Bos, and Erin taught us three skits for outreach - two for children and one for adults. They’re all silent skits, which makes them easy to memorize. Vetle and Anne Joy stole the show; they are masters of physical humor.

Wednesday

Our last outreach in Brighton today - I stayed at the church to pray with Kayla, Anne Joy, and Turid (funny - the first time we went to Brighton for outreach I prayed with Kayla and Anne Joy too).
Nika, Natasha, Jon, Gert-Jan, Ruth and I walked into Staplefield for the evening - we goofed around on the village green in the play ground then went to the Jolly Tanner’s for drinks.
Ketsia, Esther, Ruth and I (small group! We always tend to gravitate towards one another) stayed up until 1am watching Memoirs of a Geisha; a decent movie with excellent costumes and cinematography.

Thursday

This morning I was awakened from my sleep-in by an inordinate amount of chatter and giggling from the other girls; apparently they’d discovered some attractive males among the 30-odd German YWAM staff here for a retreat over breakfast.
Turid, Vetle, Anne Joy and I went to the clinic in Hayward’s Heath for our Japanese Encephalitis vaccine this morning. Fun times. We’ll be getting our follow-up shot next Thursday.
The Morgan family (a family on staff here - they have 3-year-old twin boys we all fawn over) invited us over for desert this afternoon; Gary Morgan had made excellent tiramisu for us all. They just wanted to thank us for being such a great DTS (naturally).
For ministry night we split into small groups and then took turns having the others say what they’d seen change in us since the beginning of DTS… let me just say, my small group is phenomenal!

Friday

Today was the last day of lectures! How sad - it’s been amazing; I’ve learned so, so much from the speakers. I’ve been able to totally overhaul some things and confirm others.
Today was the last day of work duties as well; Gert-Jan and Allie had to leave early so I got to chop 40 pounds of potatoes and about 10 pounds of carrots all on my lonesome.

Sunday, March 29, 2009

Oh, by the way - I’m going to INDIA!


Turns out I can tell you where I’ll be for outreach after all - just can’t go into specifics here. But we are going to Northern India - I’m pretty excited. We leave April 11th! Prayers are much appreciated!

Bible Overview Week - Journal - March 22-28


Sunday

We had lunch outside again - we went inside for a bit to sing happy birthday to Christy (a staff member who happens to be from Wisconsin!). Alex had collaborated with other members of the staff to write her a song, so she, Kayla and Melody sang it for everyone.
A bunch of the girls watched Sense and Sensibility together in the Underground - it was fun to have another girl’s day.
Daniel Susenbach (base leader and our amazing speaker for Grace week) and his wife Becky left to live in Colorado today; it was sad to see them go.

Tuesday

The teaching this week is excellent; the speaker is a gifted teacher and extremely knowledgeable. He’s giving us an overview of the entire Bible and the world history surrounding it, showing us how everything’s connected and the Old and New Testament are integral parts of one another.

Wednesday

This afternoon for evangelism in Brighton we just went out in small groups to go about a ‘normal’ day and see how that went; Alex, a staff member named Luke, Ruth and I ended up talking for almost an hour with an older gentleman in the gardens. He told us about everything; the rare elms in the garden, his upbringing, fox hunting - he was quite the character and lots of fun to listen to.
Vetle, Shea and I stayed at our table for a couple hours after dinner was over talking with our speaker. We talked about theology, Christianity in America, the UK, and India… it was a really good conversation. Mike’s a really open guy; he never talks down to us.
Ruth’s dad came for the evening to take Ruth out for dinner; we got to meet him and he brought a yummy cherry-and-almond cake from Ruth’s aunt Tanya.

Thursday

This week is mine and Shea’s to set out breakfast; we’re alternating days to get up early and put it out. Today was my turn … man I’m sleepy…
My outreach team took group pictures today - I’ve volunteered to design a sheet with our photos and prayer requests on it to send to friends and family.
Tomorrow is silence and solitude day for the staff, so we got our instructions for tomorrow ahead of time - we worked like mad to get it all done so we can have the afternoon off tomorrow.

Thurs, March 26 - Outreach Group Pictures

Friday

We had our last local outreaches this evening - I was on Antifreeze. It was actually one of the best nights we’ve had on Antifreeze; I went with this guy named Jason that Alex and I have followed around for the past several times out. We saw about ten rough sleepers and had some good talks; everyone was healthy and warm.

Fri, March 27 - Jon's 5 - Minute Interval Photo Shoot

Saturday

Community day! Everyone - students and all Holmsted staff - went outside and worked on the grounds together. Chopping wood, weeding, razing molehills on the lawn (Anne Joy and I became pros), transplanting ground cover and cleaning and repairing the drive.
We went on a shopping trip in the afternoon - our last trip to Crawley before we leave.
This evening was Café Night, which Nika, Ketsia and I organized. Nika and I got decorations and tons of cookies, candy and soda while we were at ASDA. Kayla suggested that we make it a ‘Clash” night, so over dinner she announced that everyone would have to come to Café Night wearing the weirdest combinations of clothing and makeup we could think of and the best girl and guy would win prizes as the King and Queen of Clash.
Nika, Ketsia and I scrambled to get the coach house classroom set up for the event - it turned out to be a great evening. People really got into the clash idea - we got some crazy outfits.
The acts were really good, too - Jon and Joel had put together a game show/skit based on Family Fortunes (Family Feud to us Americans), Ketsia sang a French song, Vetle tricked about 10 people into falling down on their butts at the same time, Allie played guitar and sang a song her friend had written, Gert-Jan had us play a game, and Kayla and Melody sang a tear-jerker song with a slideshow of pictures of our DTS playing in the background. Peter Bos and Turid won Clash King and Queen.

Photos: Sat, March 28 - Last Trip to Crawley

Photos: Sat, March 28 - Clash Cafe Night


(Cafe Night pictures are on Facebook so be ready with your login info!)

Spiritual Warfare Week - Journal - March 15-21


Sunday


Today was lovely. It was beautiful outside; sunny and warm. We ate Sunday roast out at the picnic tables on the lawn then spent two hours lounging on the lawn waiting for desert to be ready. We played freeze tag, duck duck goose, and spinning tops (apparently the English name for spinning like crazy then falling over).

Photos: Sun, March 15 - On The Lawn

Monday

This week is Angels and Mortals week; we each drew the name of someone else in the DTS out of a hat and we (the angels) are to anonymously bless them (the mortals) throughout the week.
Today my angel set out my food on the table so I wouldn’t have to wait in line - he/she gave me a Kit Kat bar, a bottle of water, and a note saying “Hil, Enjoy a lunch made with TLC. <3 style="text-align: center; font-weight: bold;">Tuesday

I woke up to find 3 giant Aero bars beside my pillow with a note: “Hilary, I thought you should start the morning off right! You are sweeter than all the chocolate in the world. - Love, Your Angel”. Apparently he/she knows Aero’s my favorite!

Photos: Tues, March 17 - Underground Randoms

Wednesday

A jar of nutella and a loaf of bread today! “Early Breakfast! <3 href="http://picasaweb.google.com/HilarySiebring/WedMarch18HairDying#">Photos: Wed, March 18 - Hair Dying

Thursday

During work duties Kayla delivered a note from my angel - “Stop what you’re doing - go check your email! <3 style="text-align: center; font-weight: bold;">Saturday

Tonight was a movie night - Jonathan, Dan and I watched Equilibrium up in the boy’s dorm then we joined Shea, Becky and Anne Joy in the Underground to watch Boondock Saints.

Justice Week - Journal - March 9 -14


Monday

Today was the first day of the “24-12” prayer - 36 hours of people praying in shifts. We each signed up for four hours total. I did my shifts from noon to two and midnight to two am. Three or four people are in the prayer room constantly - they will be until tomorrow afternoon.

Saturday

Shopping in Crawley again today; Nika and I had ‘brunch’ together at the McDonald’s at ASDA then had fun trying on expensive dresses.
I played soccer for a while with the usual group - Shea, Gert-Jan, Nika, Daniel, Felepe and Vetle. Then I (brace yourselves, those of you who know my exercising habits) went for a jog. I know - ‘tis shocking.
Ruth and I took rapid-fire pictures with her webcam of us making faces and pretending to punch each other and other such fun oddities and she made it into a film - hopefully we’ll be able to get it online to show you.
Daniel’s fraternal twin brother and two best friends are here visiting from Germany and Gert-Jan and I joined them this evening for some time at the pub. Gert-Jan also happens to speak German, so I was the odd one out in the linguistics department - it was fun (if a bit perplexing) trying to follow along with the conversation.
They started really rubbing it in that I couldn’t understand them - when the pub owner’s wife came in to the room, I was looking forward to some English. She spoke to us in German. Oi.

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

Relationships Week - Journal March 1-8


Sunday

This afternoon we all piled into the mini bus and a station wagon with our little backpacks and drove three hours to the South side of London and St. Paul’s church (traditionally called the Church of Sea Captains as Captain James Cook was once a parishioner here). We took over the crypt, which sounds a lot creepier than it actually was.
I’m writing this while “in bed” - we’re sleeping on the plastic floor. I’ve only got a sleeping bag, which gives me a scant 1/2in of padding - it’s not as bad as I thought it would be, actually.

Monday

We came to this church to assist them practically by donating our work duty time, so we were split into three groups and assigned certain tasks. Today my group’s two hours were spent scraping paint and washing walls to prepare them for paint.
This evening we walked about twenty minutes toward the center of London and ended up walking smack into the Tower of London and Tower Bridge! I was very excited - I had no warning that I was going to see anything like that tonight, so I was bouncing off the walls with delight - the people who had been inside that building - !

Tuesday

We had an hour of prayer and worship then had an hour to wander around London before lectures on perseverance in relationships.
We cooked 6 giant ham-and-broccoli bakes to be frozen for later use by the church for work duty today; we packed into a tiny galley kitchen to peel and boil potatoes and make white sauce while several people chopped hills of broccoli and shredded mountains of cheese on one of the tables in the common room.
We had a big taco dinner in an unusual style - you couldn’t serve yourself or ask someone to serve you. You had to make sure that those around you had food on their plates and they had to look after you - this is relationship week, after all, so it was an exercise in thinking of others before yourself. It was interesting seeing how the different cultures and personalities reacted to the challenge.
Afterward we all went to a nearby pub called “The Promise of Whitby”, which was once frequented by Charles Dickens. London is amazing.

Wednesday

We had a four-hour outreach team meeting after breakfast and worship today - it was weird going even that long with only eight other students.
We walked to a café affiliated with the church we were staying at; a real arty place called departure - unfortunately we arrived a half hour before they opened for the day so we found a curb to sit on and took turns giving our presentations we’d prepared using research we’d gathered concerning our outreach location.
Once the coffee shop opened we spent a couple hours over cappuccinos and brownies talking about plans and browsing the books, art, and instruments in the café.
We talked about our hopes and fears for outreach over lunch back in the girl’s room in the church. I don’t know if I’ve told you yet who makes up my outreach team - Hanna is leading us, and eight other students are going: Turid, Vetle, Anne, Melody, Gary, Joel, and Jessica.
Today’s work duties were out in the garden today - they have a large, very overgrown garden, so we ripped out tons of brambles and overgrowth. It was really fun to work outside again - it was very satisfying to saw down shrubs (I’ve got a cut on the pad of my thumb as proof of my zeal) and pulling up root balls.
We had an extended small group time, so Ruth, Esther, Ketsia, Nika, Alex and I did each other’s hair and then went out to eat at an Italian restaurant called Zeezees. Our waiter was a Polish guy named Gregory - he joked around with us quite a bit.
This evening I’m sleeping on the frame of the couch in the common room (the pillows had been taken to be used as a floor mat), which, though rather cramped, is quite comfy.

Photos: At The Church

Thursday

First day of the long weekend! Eight lucky students (Nika, Daniel, Shea, Kayla, Jessica, Natasha, Jonathan and Gary) got to go to Rome, Turid and Vetle went to Dover, Gert-Jan was already on his way home to Holland, Becky and Hayley went home as well, Esther went to Ukraine to visit at an orphanage she‘d been to before, and Ruth, Ketsia, Joel, Anne, Melody, Joshua and I stayed in London.
We went to Café Rouge off St. Katherine’s Docks (and in the shadow of the Tower of London) for hot drinks, then walked all around The Tower and saw reenactors demonstrating a giant crossbow. We walked across Tower Bridge, along the Thames, through an old converted wharf called Hay’s Galleria, down a side street, and into an cool open-air market where we had lunch at the ultimate fast food stall - within 30 seconds of ordering I had a bacon and egg sandwich.
Joshua left us to go see debates at the Parliament Building and we went on walking along the Thames, past the Globe Theatre, over the Millennium Bridge, into St. Paul’s Cathedral, along Fleet Street, into St. Martin’s of Ludgate church, on to St. Arbuck’s for a rest, further along Fleet Street and onto Covent Garden for a couple hour’s shopping and listening to a string quintet in the main atrium.
We picked up some groceries at M&S then met Turid and Vetle for dinner at Pizza Hut (yep, we’ve got class) before making our way to our hostel in Kensal Green.
It was quite the experience. We stayed at Hostel 639 on Joshua’s recommendation as it is the cheapest in London (nine pounds for a bed in an 8-bed mixed room). There was a rave going on in the common room beside the reception area, so we could barely hear ourselves think as we checked in and disco lights flashed all around us - people in outfits meant for clubbing were crowded all around - luckily our room was on the second floor (third floor to the Americans) so we didn’t hear the music.
The place was clean enough, but there was a phone number for an individual of questionable virtue sharpied on my bedstead. The shower was in the corner of our bedroom, but there was no showerhead on the end of the hose, much too the chagrin of those of us who hadn’t had a shower since Sunday.
We shared with a very quiet Polish guy and two Dutch girls - they didn’t come in until late, though, so we got to goof around and munch on the snacks we’d bought at M&S.

Friday

We left the hostel by ten and met Ruth on the train and walked along the Thames past the London Eye, across Westminster bridge, past the Parliament building, and to Westminster Square to take photos with the statue of Winston Churchill.
At that point the pull of Westminster Abbey was too strong for me, so I split off from the group to go inside. I spent two hours exploring every bit I could get at; they had an excellent audio guide that came with the ticket. I saw the burial places of many famous monarchs and politicians (including but not limited to Elizabeth I, Mary Queen of Scots, and William Wilberforce) and learned a lot about the history of the Abbey and the Monarchy.
I bought a pewter cross pendant at the gift shop as my article of jewelry from England (I try to get one from each country I visit) then walked to the park beside Buckingham Palace to meet up with the others.
We went from there to Harrod’s, which was amazing - I focused on the food halls (yes, that’s halls - plural. I was on cloud nine.). I got a pasty and some chocolate fudge for lunch - while I was away paying the rest of my group got escorted out because ‘they don’t allow large groups’. Apparently we were cluttering up the place.
It was alright, though, since we had to meet Joshua at the Science Museum anyway - we waited for him but he didn’t show, so the rest explored the science museum while I went across the street to spend an hour in the amazing (and free!) Victoria and Albert museum.
We took the train to Becky’s town and she and her dad picked us up with their red minibus and took us to Becky’s flat in the UK headquarters of a Christian mission called WEC. Becky’s parents went out for the evening and Becky entertained us; she’d made us a lovely meal then we sat eating cake and watching TV for the first time in over a month - Friends. Anne and Becky both love Friends. We played a few rounds of Uno then turned in for the night.

Saturday

Becky made us a typical English breakfast: egg on toast, bacon, sausage, and baked beans. She showed us around the house and grounds of the Victorian manor WEC is based in; I got to climb up a tiny spiral staircase in the pitch black to an old attic room that I couldn’t see accept by the flash bulb of Becky’s camera.
We’d been planning on taking the train to Reading to stay in Joel’s house for the last night of the weekend but we’d discovered that in all transport would cost us over 50 pounds - we felt as though we’d hit all the things we’d wanted to see, so we didn’t feel too bad about getting home a day early.
Becky’s dad dropped Joel off at the bus station so he could get to his house in Redding and let the four of us girls off at the train station. We were home by 3:00 and had plenty of time unpack, relax and catch up on work.

Photos: Long Weekend in London


Sunday

Mostly maintenance stuff today - I did laundry, got a bunch of paperwork done, wrote emails etc - then I wrote this entry!
Everyone but the eight who went to Rome are back by now (it’s 12:34am). Gert-Jan, Ruth and I are looking at photos and waiting up for the Rome group - they should be here in in a half hour or so.

Sunday, March 8, 2009

Sin and Repentance Week - Journal February 22-28


Sunday

Most of the September DTS left for home today, which gave us the opportunity to clean up the house (which, you can imagine, was a bit of a mess after a week of 50 students running around).
We set up the movie screen and projector and watched Amazing Grace in the evening, which inspired us to put our plans for the long weekend into motion and reserve a room in a London hostel for one of the nights.

Monday

All is back to normal today. It was finally dry enough to play volleyball for sport this evening - we’re all pretty bad at it but it was still really fun! I know you’re jealous Arianne and Graham!

Thursday

It was Dan’s and my turn to do “crèche” (French for daycare) this morning, so we spent an hour watching three of the children of staff who were in a staff meeting at the other end of the house.
We had outreach in Brighton this afternoon; several pairs of us went out to talk with people on the streets - basically asking them their opinions on God and chit chatting - some of us hung out outside a Baptist church we’re partnered with handing out free tea, coffee, and cookies, and some of us (including me for the first half) were inside the church praying for the city.
I was outside handing out tea for the last half; I had a couple of interesting conversations - it was lots of fun.
We had another ministry night this evening; we needed the opportunity to talk through problems we were having and bond as a group again.

Saturday

We got to learn to dance today! Hanna’s cousin came down from London with several of their friends and they spent four hours teaching us different steps - a fusion mainly of tango and jive. I really enjoyed it - we learned three different routines. There weren’t quite enough guys to go around for all the girls, so we rotated around every minute or so, switching from one guy to the next.
We got fairly good after a bit; the guys even liked it. We had taken over the dining room for the dance, so we kept on goofing around for an hour or so even after the dance instructors had left. Jonathan had already taken swing dancing lessons, so he taught me a few steps as well.

Sunday, March 1, 2009

Leaving for London


We're going to be staying in London for a week - March 1st through the afternoon on the 5th we'll be staying in a church in London, helping them out practically during our time off after talks on Relationships. The afternoon of the 5th we'll be free to split off into our own groups for the long weekend; I'm going to be hanging out with Allie, Anne, Melody, Joel, Becky, and Joshua in London. We'll get back late in the evening on the 8th.
I'm not sure I'm going to be able to get online much while I'm gone; just thought I'd let you know! :)

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

Trafficking and Mercy Ministries Week - Journal Feb 15-21


Sunday

We played a game to get the two DTS’s more familiar with one another this afternoon; it was pretty crowded with over 50 people in the Underground milling around asking each other questions in order to fill in a bingo sheet.
I went to the pub in Steplefield - The Jolly Tanners. ‘Twas fun.

Photos: Sunday, Feb 15

Tuesday

We had our first outreach prep meeting today! Email me if you want to know the location I‘m bound for - we’ve been asked to avoid publicly announcing our outreach destination as it’s illegal to evangelize there.

Photos: Tuesday, Feb 17

Thursday

My birthday was most excellent! The girls surprised me with a big “Happy 19th Birthday” sign on my bunk - they put it up while I was down for breakfast. At lunch Peter announced that it was my birthday and all 60-odd students, staff, and guests sang happy birthday to me (with the usual thunderous table drumming between each verse) and my friends set off party poppers while Gina brought out my birthday cake. Then Peter announced that the schedule had been changed for the day - we’d have an hour of work duties then my DTS would meet in the classroom for a birthday party. Another excellent surprise!
We had jelly rolls, tea and coffee and played Pass The Parcel and I’ve Never (I’ve Never is really fun to play when you have a lot of inside information about people; you can target individuals).

Photos: Thursday, Feb 19

Friday

Today was the September ‘08 DTS’s official graduation day, so there was a huge banquet for lunch. My DTS and the staff ran it; the staff cooked, the guys washed up (I and a couple other girls helped - we’d rented hundreds of extra glasses, plates, bowls, and cutlery and even with 10 of us in the washroom it took several hours to get everything clean), the girls from my room served each person each of the four courses and the girls from the other room cleared the dishes away from the tables.
Around 4:00 I went with my outreach team (which is made up of Alex, Turid, Vetle, Ketsia, Melody, and Becky) to a nursing home to sing for the residents. We’d practiced the night before - we sang a couple of old hymns, “Love Me Tender” and “Those Were The Days”. The residents enjoyed it; we spent some time talking with them before giving an encore performance and heading home for dinner.
I went out with Nika, Shea, Felipe, Alex, Gert-Jan and Esther to Crawley for dinner at Pizza Hut and to see The Curious Case of Benjamin Button (which was quite good).
Nika, Dan, Ruth and I stayed up until 1:30ish hanging out in the Underground - we’ve been staying up pretty late lately.

Saturday

Someone burnt their toast and set off the fire alarm at 8:30 this morning, so everyone got to stand outside in their pajamas until all of the heads had been counted and the toast was confirmed as the culprit. A fitting start to the September school’s last day at Holmsted - the staff say that they accidentally set off the alarm once or twice a week while they were here.
I went with Peter and Anurag to run a few errands in the morning - we went to an Indian grocery store and returned the dishes we’d used for the graduation meal to Handcross Hardware, a cute mom-and-pop shop that carries a bit of everything.
This evening 17 of us split cab fare to Hayward’s Heath in order to spend a few hours at a nice pub called The Dolphin.

Photos: Saturday, Feb 21

Sunday, February 22, 2009

Holy Spirit Week - Journal Feb 8-14


Tuesday


We found out our outreach location choices today - I’ll be telling you the choices and the location I chose as soon as the teams are confirmed.

Friday

Yesterday and today the September DTS came back from their outreaches - one team from Poland, one from India. A lot of us shifted from first and second level bunks to the third level bunks that are almost ten feet off the ground in order to allow the returning students to move in more easily - we knew a lot of them would be horribly jet lagged. It’s a bit nerve wracking sleeping up that high when there aren’t any rails to keep one from rolling off like one of the girls from the September DTS did during their lecture phase. It’s pretty crowded here having almost 50 students in the same house.
I’m on the planning team for Café Night - which is going on tomorrow - and I’d volunteered to make chocolate chip cookies for everyone, so I gave Gina the list of things I’d need and wrote out my recipe. Esther and Ruth helped me make them - we made 2 huge cookie pizzas and cut them into squares.

Saturday

This morning at nine o’clock Vetle came up to the girl’s landing, blew the brass horn that hangs in the stairwell, and announced that all of the girls from the January DTS needed to be down in the front hall bynine fifteen.
We had guessed that the guys were going to do something for us for Valentine’s day, but we weren’t sure exactly what. We were totally surprised when they came out into the front hall all dressed up in collared shirts and ties and escorted us into the Leather Room. They’d set a long table with lace table cloths, candles, and hand-written calligraphy place cards (Jon has many talents, apparently), and they had Norah Jones playing. Shea told us how the guys just wanted to show how they appreciate us, then they proceeded to take our drink orders and set plates before each of us. They’d made crepes, scrambled eggs, bacon, and hash browns. They kept our drinks full and cleared away our plates, then served us fruit salad. All of us girls were terribly impressed - these guys had gone all out!
This evening was our DTS’s first Café Night. The dining room had been rearranged and decorated for Valentine’s day and mics and a movie screen had been set up at one end of the room. There were about ten different acts put on by students and staff. I acted as emcee, which was a bit intimidating at first as I didn’t know about half of the audience, but it turned out to be fun.
Some people sang, some showed funny videos they’d made, Jon and Gert-Jan made a game with video clips - my small group read out 8 poems we’d written, one for each of the guys in our DTS. That was fun - they were lame poems, but they were made up of inside jokes so everyone got a good laugh out of them.
The act that stole the show was the last - it was Turid’s idea. She and Kayla got up and called Shea, Jon, and a staff member named Con up to the front and surprised them by asking them to complete a series of tasks and compete to be the most romantic guy.
They each had to show how they would ask a girl out, propose to her, and deal with her having a baby. The guys went up one at a time and didn’t get to see what the other two had done, so things got pretty funny - I haven’t laughed that much in a long time! Jon won, the gentleman.

Photos: Saturday, Feb 14

Me emceeing & making a funny face


Holy Spirit Week - Favorite Quotes


Favorite Quotes


“Humility is understanding who you are, your strengths and weaknesses, admitting to both, and going with it.” “Be who God sees you as - step out and do it. It’s sinful to live as someone you’re not - it keeps you from being able to have a progressive relationship with God and being who you really are.” “Let the character of God be formed in your character.” “If the earth were a golf ball, the star Canis Majoris would be Mount Everest - six miles in diameter.” “Men go abroad to wonder at the height of mountains, the huge waves of the sea, the long course of rivers, the vast compass of the ocean, the circular motion of the stars.... but they pass by themselves and don't even notice.” - Augustine “We are to represent Christ. Re-present - to show again.” “The Holy Spirit convicts - he never condemns.”

Evangelism - led by Jared

“Going through the ’God created man, man sinned, Jesus dies to take away our sins’ routine will just be hitting their heads against the wall. People don’t always connect with the whole sin and salvation thing. We‘re not trying to funnel people down a certain path - we‘re not cattle ranchers. Jesus came to bring people to God, and he did it differently for each person.” “What is the gospel? The gospel is the Bible - beginning to end.” “Jesus is like a doorway - he’s the only way to God, but if a man reaches out to God but doesn’t know Christ does he then not reach God? No, they reach Him without even realizing it’s through Christ.”

Sunday, February 15, 2009

Father Heart of God Week - Journal Feb 1-7 (Cont‘)


Thursday

After several hours during which many of us shared any troubles we’ve been having and were prayed over by the entire school, we all went to Brighton.
We walked around the city in pairs, just getting a feel for it - we wrote down observations we made as we wandered, then talked about the impressions we got about the city back at home. The objective was to get an idea of what sort of city Brighton is and what the attitude of the people there is.
At the end Dan and I were the first pair back, so we hung out on the pebble beach and then Nika and I had a blast getting as close as we could to the waves without getting our feet wet - they ended up fairly soaked despite our best efforts.

Photos: Thursday, February 5 - Brighton


Friday

Every Friday morning we have student-lead worship. This week Hailey, Joel and Anne were leading - they had us do worship through fellowship. We all spent the time in the leather room eating bacon sandwiches and drinking tea while talking about each other’s families.
Friday is also note giving day - we write notes to whoever we want to compliment or otherwise encourage and drop them into a box throughout the week, then the staff distribute them. It’s always fun getting notes - some anonymous - from friends.

Saturday

I went with about half of the class to London today - it was cool to get a taste of the city. We saw Buckingham Palace, the London Eye, the parliament building, Trafalgar Square… you can’t see much in one day, but it was still fun.

Photos: Saturday, February 7 - London


Father Heart of God Week - Favorite Quotes

“’God loves you‘ has become just something you say…God doesn’t just love you - he likes you” “Like a father with the first attempts at art created by his small child, God simply loves us and our lives because of who made that life. Your life is like a drawing, and you cannot do a bad drawing.” “Trust is the courage to accept acceptance.” - Tillich
“Why was man created? To receive God’s gifts. Nothing was required of Adam. Man’s creative purpose is simply to receive what God offers.” “Maturity is understanding the gift that has been given - it makes us want to live differently. It’s realizing the degree to which we are loved and accepted and wanting to do those things for others. Not because we have to or want to earn something - we want to change simply because we understand so fully the gifts we’ve been given and want to show that to others.” “The history of man has been the story of our search for God‘s love. All of us inwardly long to be loved, to feel special. It‘s why we were created. But if we don‘t accept love from God, where will we receive it?” “If God’s grace doesn’t change our motivation we don’t fully understand the grace that has been given to us.” “When we say ‘I love you’ we’re really saying ‘I love the way you make me feel’. Or, ‘I love me, and you help.’ Real love is not a feeling, it‘s a choice. It doesn‘t say ‘they used to make me feel good. Now they no longer do.’ And break off the relationship. Feeling follows choice. Love never fails.” “Love contains no fear. Perfect love casts out all fear.” “We go through life looking for acceptance but we don’t believe that they love us when they say that they love us. We convince ourselves that they’ve not seen who we truly are.” “Mission exists because of love.” “God doesn’t love you despite your sin. He just loves you. He loves the wonderful creativity in us. He doesn’t love us despite who we are but because of who we are.” “It’s a man’s joy to overlook another’s faults.” “What drew people to Jesus? Love. He was a genuinely loving person, very down-to-earth and laid back. He would be just as comfortable at a black tie event as he would be with the homeless, and those two worlds were both comfortable with him.” “Jesus valued each person. If feel like you’re anything less than ‘The disciple that Jesus loved‘, it’s a lie.” “If you’ve seen me, you’ve seen the father” - Jesus “If your idea of God does not line up with the character of Christ, it‘s idolatry.”

Thursday, February 5, 2009

Father Heart of God Week - Journal Feb 1-7


Sunday


Snow! I’d so hoped I’d escaped the stuff for a while, but about three quarters of an inch of it fell today. Allie was happy about that; since she grew up in Australia she’d never seen snow before today.
A bunch of the students and staff got together and Shea taught them how to play American football. I decided to skip playing in favor of taking pictures and going inside to write once I got too cold.
In the evening Peter and Paul set up a projector and screen in the Underground and we watched Remember The Titans in order to get all the different nationalities familiar with football.
Peter took all our pizza orders and I got half a jalapeno pizza from Papa John’s. Oh yes. It was quite enjoyable - eating junk food and watching the Super Bowl from 11pm to 2:30am!

Photos - Sunday, February 1

Monday

The first day of Father Heart of God week (or “’Gracious’ or ‘Generous’ Heart of God” the speaker says). Rob, our speaker, is a gifted storyteller - he uses stories to convey his ideas. His use of rich imagery truly puts you in the place and mood.
Right before Sport this afternoon I volunteered to be the one to carry out one of the plots us girls had thought up on Saturday. I snuck up the three flights of stairs to the guy’s floor (I had to scramble up into the prayer cupboard to avoid being spotted by Daniel) and set a tampon on the guy’s coffee table. We figured we’d start small in order to test the waters.
We all played football for Sport - in the snow. I was wearing Wellington boots, but I still managed to make a completion and throw a couple of good passes.
What was really a blast, though, was the hour-long snowball fight in the dark that happened on the walk back to the house. Alex and Deborah stuck their heads out of their window and were faced with a barrage of snow - they got so much in their room that they were able to gather enough snow to reply with a couple volleys of their own!

Photos - Monday, February 2


Tuesday

I’ve started sewing a knee-length skirt out of an old green pair of linen pants - we’ll see how that goes.
We had a “Theology Seminar” time when we were able to write down any questions we had and have Rob explain his point of view - it was pretty interesting; it reminded me of the couple of years where I spent way too much time debating theology. Don’t want to head in that direction again - it causes too much strife and not much good comes out of it (in my experience).
Today the guys finally noticed that there was a tampon sitting on the table in the middle of their room. Shea noticed it sitting next to Jonathan’s iPod and basically said “what’s with that?” then Gary picked it up and asked what it was - they chose not to tell him. At first the guys kind of kept it under the radar, asking around if there had been any girls in their room - eventually it got out what had happened and there were accusations flying thick and fast, but all of us denied having done it. Of course, once the guys were out of the room we were laughing our heads off at their expressions and descriptions of discovering the thing.



Wednesday

This morning at breakfast the morning people who bother to get up (Ketsia, Turid, Esther, Melody, Ruth, Alex, and I) were chagrined to find that there weren’t any spoons. We checked the kitchen, washroom, dining room, and Underground - not a single one. Then it dawned on us - the guys were getting us back.
Most of us were pretty sure that Shea was the culprit (his name does mean “spoon” in Norwegian, after all) but he kept denying it.
Turns out GertJan was the culprit, and Daniel was in on it. The sneak even came down to breakfast and ate his cereal with a fork to keep us from suspecting him. Oi.
Small group again today! We had more fun fellowshipping. We worked on memorizing the memory verse (or is it chapter?) 1 Corinthians 13, and we made a card for Rob, the speaker.
Esther, Ketsia, Ruth, Esther and I met in the Prayer Room to spend some time sharing whatever we needed to get off our chests and pray for each other - it’s been really great being constantly surrounded with people who want to share and hear what you have to say.
When I crawled into bed I found an anonymous card from one of the girls on the shelf beside my bed (I saw the other girl’s small group making cards - my powers of deduction are unparalleled). She just was saying how glad she is that I’m here and complimenting me on a couple of things - ‘tis a nice way to end the day.

Grace Week - Journal Jan 25-31


Wednesday

Today for sport we just all got together in the classroom and danced around to music from Deborah’s iPod instead of watching a Pilates video. We even had a bit of an impromptu square-dance. I have to say, prancing around looking silly informally is much preferable to having a video tell you how to prance around looking very silly formally. Much more fun.
We had our first small group meeting this afternoon! That was a blast - Alex is my leader (I swear one of these days I’ll put up information about the other people here!) and Nika, Esther, Ruth, and Ketsia make up the rest of my group. We sat in the other girl’s room drinking tea and eating snacks while we talked about how we’ve been doing this past week and how the teaching, other students, and general atmosphere have effected us. We talked about love languages and what languages each of us feel we use - it’s funny, just a couple of weeks around each other and we were already able to fairly accurately guess what each other’s love languages were.

Thursday

Today we each got a copy of the book Irresistible Revolution by Shane Claiborne to read whenever we find time; every Thursday morning we have an hour or so set aside just for reading.
I’ve been devouring this book; the author’s got a pretty inspiring life story (do you know of many men who have worked with Mother Theresa in Calcutta, petitioned for peace both in America and Iraq, and helped start communities in inner city of Philly in which the homeless live side-by-side with lawyers and doctors?)
Some of the students went to a kebab shop for dinner. A guy waiting in line asked Kayla about why she’s here and how she likes England, then he left the shop for a bit. After a while he came back to pick up his order and as he was on his way out the door he paused, turned around and asked Kayla “May I kiss you?” and he leans in! Kayla leans waaay back and squeals “No thank you!” so he turns to Hailey and tries to kiss her too - luckily he left after that. Englishmen. Crazies.
We watched a Nooma video this evening - Lump. I thought of the home group while we were watching it; I remember seeing it with the whole gang. I miss you guys!

Friday

We had a student-led worship session this morning. Shea on drums, Kayla vocals, Gary on base, Vetle on guitar and Esther on keyboard. They played energetic songs - that was a fun way to get my energy up early in the morning. We also had prayer. We did it Korean style - everyone standing and praying aloud at the same time.
After quiet time we had some time talking over the lessons with our small group. We were able to make that a really constructive time; everyone was able to vocalize what they’d learned and sort it out in their minds. After the closing prayer Esther started laughing and when we asked her what was so funny she said she’d just randomly thought of parallels between Mr. Darcy and God, which we all thought rather funny. She explained it even more, and it was even goofier. If you were wondering why I’ve started a facebook group called “We’re Married To Mr. Darcy and Live With Him In a Manor”, yeah, that’s why. Inside joke.
During work duties we saw a cart of goodies being wheeled into Room 1 for a staff meeting, and we joked with Imon (one of the staff) about how some of those chocolates would do us good. What was really sweet was that, once the meeting was over, Imon brought us chocolates and cupcakes to eat while we worked. That he would be that considerate really struck me - it was just another way that the goodness of this community has impacted me. That favor was just one of dozens of little things the staff and other students have been doing for each other. There isn’t any meanness here - more than two weeks in constant contact with everyone, and not once have I seen anyone try to hurt anyone else.
Tonight was our first outreach. Ruth, Joel, Turid, Deborah and I drove to Brighton and met one of the workers at an outreach called Antifreeze. We split into two groups and walked all through Brighton giving out sandwiches, coffee, candy bars, and practical things like socks to the homeless. Meeting these people and learning about their passions (Mary writes poetry, John is trying to learn about computer software, Simon loves playing his guitar) really brought home the fact that God doesn’t want us to just give our spare clothing and food away to the needy, he wants us to build relationships with them and show them real love.

Photos - Friday, January 30


Saturday

Shopping trip day - we wandered through charity shops (YMCA’s version of Goodwill) pound shops (oddly enough, just like dollar stores), the mall, and music stores. I ended up shopping in H&M with Joel, GertJan, Jonathan, and Shea for quite a while. With Joel in the group I didn’t feel like the only one who liked looking through clothes! (Kidding, Joel)
We had a girl’s night sort of thing - after watching a couple episodes of friends all 14 girls hung out upstairs talking and snacking (naturally). We began plotting and scheming, thinking up pranks to pull on the guys…

Photos - Saturday, January 31

Wednesday, February 4, 2009

Grace Week - Addendum


Addendum

I was asked:

"Why, if we are made perfect by faith in Jesus and acceptance of what he’s done for us, does God still want us to follow the law/become more like the person he intended for us to be? If we are already perfect through faith, why does God want us to also be more like him through following the law? In other words, we want to because we know He wants us to, but why does He want us to? Why does sin still separate us from God once we believe in Jesus if that sin is forgiven and not counted against us, and we are not to feel guilty about it?"

I replied:

"Good questions - short answer, God doesn't want us to follow the law because it makes us more perfect in his eyes or anything (positional factor - having to do with salvation etc); he wants us to follow the law so that we can more fully experience Him and come closer to living the joyful, abundant life he originally intended for us (relational factor). Sin doesn't separate us from God, it separates us from being able to experience God fully."

If anything else I wrote seemed off, feel free to ask me about it!

P.S. I'll be putting up posts and pictures concerning the events of this past week as soon as I've got time! :)

Sunday, February 1, 2009

Grace Week - Rules


Following The Rules

Alright, so - there isn’t anything you can do to earn God’s favor. No action you take can save you or damn you. Your salvation is based solely on whether or not you believe, not whether or not you dot all your i’s and cross all your t’s.
So why does the Old Testament have whole books describing what you should and shouldn’t do? Why does Jesus spend so much time telling stories of the righteous?
I’ve come to understand that though every man knows of God and the law, God also uses the Law and the example he set during his time on earth to show us what a godly life looks like.
That example isn’t there to make us feel guilty for falling short (we’re already perfect in God’s eyes - there is no need for any guilt). Rather, it’s there to show us if we’re growing closer to being the person we would have been.
When we’re saved and the Holy Spirit becomes a part of us, we come to the point where we want to do God’s will. Actions follow salvation, not the other way around. So, “If you teach people who they are, you don’t have to tell them what to do.” Once you truly understand the grace of God, that he loves you no matter what, you will want to do what is right.
Forgive the fact that this post is brief and in no way exhaustive; I've been writing for hours and am kind of slacking off on this last one!

Grace Week - Sin Nature


Sin Nature

A person is made up of three parts: Body, Soul, and Spirit. Body is easy enough to understand. The Soul is made up of our mind, will and emotions (also known as our personality). The Spirit is the eternal aspect of ourselves.
Before Adam and Eve willfully disobeyed God and broke God’s original covenant with us, we were by nature inclined to do good - to be godly, Body, Soul, and Spirit. When we chose to break away from God, our natures were corrupted - now man’s first inclination is to do sinful things.
Once you’re a believer, your corrupted spirit is indwelled by the Holy Spirit and so made perfect in God’s eyes. Daniel taught something that I had not heard before, though - (and he backed it up with scripture, too - just ask for the references) the sinful aspect of your Spirit, the sin nature*, is removed totally when you are saved. So, your Spirit is perfect. You still have to deal with the corruption of the Soul and Body, but it is now possible for sinfulness to be the exception, not the rule, in your life. The Holy Spirit gives you the power to overcome the inclinations to do evil.
Because our Spirit is perfect, God will always see us as perfect - there is absolutely nothing we can do to be any more loved by him. Positionally, our relationship to God will never change. We will always be loved by him, unconditionally. There is nothing we can do to make him love us more or less.
Throughout life, our Soul can be brought more toward godliness. Basically we’re trying to become the people we would have been had sin never been introduced to the world - to become the people God sees us as already.
We can improve our relationship with God by becoming more aware of his presence. Relationship is the most important thing in our existence - more on that another day, hopefully.
When we die and are given the perfect bodies we have been promised, Body, Soul and Spirit will be perfect again, as they aught to have been.

*Nature meaning “basic characteristic”.

Grace Week - Favorite Quotes


Some of my favorite quotes from this week:

“Stories are the language of The Kingdom” (Which is why Jesus told so many parables)
“Sin is the faithless rebellion of the creature against the just authority of the creator.” - Max Lucado
“The Tree of Life represented living under grace, the Tree of Knowledge represented living under the law. We were meant to live by grace, not the law.” - Daniel S
“Religion is man’s pursuit of God. Christianity is God’s pursuit of man.”
“The cross is about restoration - we limit the cross when we think of it as only being about forgiveness.” - Daniel S
“Jesus not only died for you, he lived for you. That is of equal importance. His death dealt with sin, his life with restoration.” Daniel S (I’ll likely write another mini essay on the topics of “position“ and “relationship” brought up in this quote)
“Oh the folly of trying to enter a room you are already in.” - Watchman Nee (This was speaking of Christians foolishly trying to do things in order to be more righteous when their spirits are already perfect because they have accepted the Holy Spirit)
“You don’t need a good self image, it’s about having a biblical image of yourself.” - Daniel S
“Discipleship is the process of learning to live consistently with who you already are in Christ.” - Daniel S
“If you teach people who they are, you don‘t have to tell them what to do.” (another essay on those three later)
“Embrace a formula or list in order to live a Christian life and you are doomed to a life of frustration.”
“There are a lot of spiritual cross-dressers in the church today - a lot of people who live like they’re sinners even though they’re saints.” - Daniel S
“Faith alone saves, but faith that saves is never alone.” - John Calvin
“Works will never save you, but works are evidence of salvation.” Daniel S
“There is no greater threat to the true Christian walk under grace than legalism.”
“If people are not abusing your message of grace, then you are not preaching grace.” - Martin Luther
“Grace is the heart and soul of the Christian faith.”
“To love a person is to see them as God intended them to be.” - Fyodor Dostoevsky
“The world can do anything as well or better than the church. There is only one thing the world cannot offer - grace.”

Grace Week - Salvation


Salvation has always been by faith alone


I’ve always wondered why it was that during old testament times it seemed like God told mankind that the only way you could have a relationship with him was through following a set of rules and giving offerings and sacrifices. Considering that the new testament God has made with man through Jesus is all about faith and nothing to do with works, the 1,300 years during which God’s people lived under Levitical Law seem pretty inconsistent with the fact that “Jesus Christ is the same yesterday, today, and forever.” - Hebrews 13:8. I just figured that there must be some explanation, but kind of avoided the topic because I was unable to see any way it could be understood.
I thank God for Daniel Susenbach and his exhaustive explanations. I ask him “What about people who believe in God but not in Jesus?” and he spends more than an hour giving me my answer. The following is a condensed version of what I learned - I have a bunch of other points he made and scripture references for various assertions made here, so if you’d like to hear more just let me know.
“Abraham believed the Lord, and he credited it to him as righteousness.” - Genesis 15:6. It wasn’t until 400 years after that that God made the rules and regulations by which one was supposed to live, and it wasn’t until 1,300 years after that Jesus came to earth to remove that which has separated man from God since Adam and Eve first took things into their own hands. Yet Abraham was made righteous in God’s eyes simply because he believed in him. If salvation has always been about through faith, why did Jesus have to sacrifice himself through his suffering and death?
“God presented Christ as a sacrifice of atonement, through the shedding of his blood - to be received by faith. He did this to demonstrate his justice, because in his forbearance he had left the sins committed beforehand unpunished - he did it to demonstrate his justice at the present time, so as to be just and the one who justifies those who have faith in Jesus.” - Romans 3:25-26
That verse is pretty remarkable - I can’t believe I never realized what it meant before. “He had left the sins committed beforehand unpunished” - so, Jesus’ sin-erasing sacrifice was credited to people both before and after his death simply because they believed. God exists both within and outside of time, so that adds up.
That makes sense, but then why did the believers ever have to live under Levitical Law in the first place? If we are justified* through belief alone…
Daniel explained it this way: the law served several purposes - it identified sin, intensified conviction, (“Therefore no one will be declared righteous in God’s sight by observing the law; rather, through the law we become conscious of our sin.” - Romans 3:20) and pointed to the hope of Jesus (“The law is only a shadow of the good things that are coming—not the realities themselves. For this reason it can never, by the same sacrifices repeated endlessly year after year, make perfect those who draw near to worship. Otherwise, would they not have stopped being offered? For the worshipers would have been cleansed once for all, and would no longer have felt guilty for their sins. But those sacrifices are an annual reminder of sins. It is impossible for the blood of bulls and goats to take away sins.” - Hebrews 10:1-4).
So, I’ve come to learn that God isn’t inconsistent. Man has always had the ability to have a relationship with God simply by believing in Him.

*Justified - to render righteous or as one aught to be, to render innocent; to be acquitted.

Wednesday, January 28, 2009

Days 10 and 11

Monday, January 26

Today was the first day of official lectures (the first week was mainly orientation). This week’s concentration is about grace. The teaching is being done by Holmsted’s base leader, Daniel Susenbach. This morning he told us his story of finding God, and man has this guy got some stories to tell.
He also has a ridiculously comprehensive knowledge of scripture, so he is always quoting relevant passages and showing how they connect with each other and the ideas he’s trying to communicate.
We got to have curry for lunch again - joy! It was Haley’s birthday yesterday (she was away with family) so today there was a table set aside for her with a lace tablecloth and fancy place settings and a “Happy Birthday” banner draped over it - I got to join the birthday table, which means I got to have a piece of the lovely chocolate birthday cake that the staff gave her.
After a couple of hours of cleaning and peeling potatoes (which was actually kind of fun; it gave us a chance to talk) it was time for “Sport”. We got several choices: jogging, going on a walk, intense weight training or pilates. Jogging is not my thing, the slots for weight training filled up pretty quickly, and a lot of my muscles were sore from playing soccer yesterday so, I am embarrassed to say, I opted for pilates to try and work some of the knots out. Oi. Thank goodness no one took it seriously - the whole time we were basically mocking the video instructor, but still…. I shudder to think that Debora’s photos will make their way to facebook…
After dinner I had my first weekly one-on-one with my small group leader, Alex. She and I spent a half hour talking and praying together. Each week we’ll be handing in “journals” that tell about any revelations and musings we have during the week - we’re able to make it as personal or academic as we like. For this first week, though, we just had to put down a few of our goals for our time at DTS, so during our one-on-one I went through my four goals and explained why I have them.
After the one-on-one the rest of the night was off, so Nika trimmed my hair - Ruth and Philippe helped.
I spent a few hours writing in my blog and editing photos for y’all while playing my music through the stereo and hanging out with the rest, which means it took ten times as long as it should have.

Photos: Monday, January 26

Tuesday, January 27

Today we had the usual quiet time. Hanna suggested that we spend the hour just being quiet before God, which I have a hard time doing, so I decided to see how an hour in the prayer cupboard by the boy’s dorm would go. It was quite nice, actually…
We learned about the different nations Holmsted focuses on praying for and aiding, and spent an hour in prayer for the peoples of those countries and the missionaries that are currently working there.
Today’s lesson was pretty impactful for me. I hope to write a whole essay on the topic to help me better order things in my mind… what happened was that Daniel taught about how we are saved by faith in God alone, not by any action that we take to better ourselves. I raised my hand and asked “What about people who believe in God, but not in Jesus?”. His answer was over an hour long.
He explained how the predominant idea - that before Christ you could only be forgiven for sins through sacrifice - was false, and that even during the period after Moses and before Christ people were only ever saved through their faith in God - the sacrifices and rule-keeping were acts of faith. The sacrifices didn’t cleanse the people of their sin, they made them aware of the fact that they needed a savior and pointed toward the Christ who was to come. The rules were there to be carried out as acts of faith, an outward expression of their faith in God. He was exhaustive about it, giving reference after reference to the scriptures in both the Old Testament and the New Testament showing exactly what he meant. All along he’s been asking us to think hard about what he says and challenge him if anything doesn’t sit well or isn’t consistent with the scriptures, but every time I think I’ve found a flaw in his explanations I find the answer in the notes I was rapidly scribbling as he spoke. I’ve always wondered why on earth God required sacrifices and had such a legalistic rulebook for the Israelites in the time before Christ, and he explained Anyway, like I said, I hope to write a lot more about this later. Oh - and over lunch he told me that that was the longest answer he’d ever given in a lecture. I think God may have been working through him to help me along with things a bit because this idea has been one I’ve been wrestling with a ton lately - in fact, making peace with this issue is one of the four goals I put down for this DTS. I was literally dancing around while standing in the lunch line I was so excited to have had so much clarified.
Work duty today was interesting because the four of us needed to make 35 toasties (toasted subs) for dinner and I was the only one without a cold (there’s been an epidemic sweeping the base; thankfully I haven’t gotten it yet). That meant I was the only one could handle food, so while the others cleaned I sliced and portioned baguettes, buttered them, and started slicing cheese. I was left alone to finish putting the sandwiches together, but Nika heard I was on my own so she joined me and we listened to music and raced to see who could make the subs the fastest.
At 4:15 there was a “seminar” in the coach house - it turned out to be a trivia competition (once again, Peter Susenbach’s American spirit of competitiveness comes into play) where we broke up into our small groups and found out which group could answer the most questions about Paul’s writings and life correctly. My group was neck-and-neck with Peter B’s small group up until near the end, but we ended up in second place in the end. It was alright - the winners shared their prizes of chocolate bars with the rest of us anyway.

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

Days 8 and 9

Saturday, January 24

Breakfast is an hour later on the weekends - it’s nice to be able to stay up a bit later. Every Saturday there’s a shopping trip to Crawley, so we got to tool around Crawley and a giant Wal-Mart like store called ASDA (oddly enough, ASDA is affiliated with Wal-Mart. You just can’t escape it, can you?). I did my best to resist buying cakes and doughnuts while I was out, and managed to keep from spending money on much needed sweets.
The guys had gone to town separately from the girls and they ended up staying out and getting a cab back, so the girls snuggled together in the Underground to watch the newest version of Pride and Prejudice, sigh over the romance, and giggle at the idea of going to Brighton to follow the regiment and elope like Elizabeth Bennett’s little sister.
A bunch of us decided to have a worship session in the evening once the guys got back from the movie theatre. Once again we gathered in the Underground. Shea and Vetle lead by playing guitar. Whenever we felt led, we’d suggest a new song, talk about whatever we felt God was telling us at the moment, read scripture, pray, share testimonies…

Photos: Saturday, January 24


Sunday, January 25

This week I went to a mobile church called The Point. The worship was fun - mosh pit style. There wasn’t a sermon this morning; instead a leader of a street ministry in Ireland called Healing On The Streets got up and told us a bit about his ministry. Quite a few people who had gone on a street outreach of the same sort went up to give their testimonies of what they’d seen, then at the end everyone who was ill or hurt was told they could come to the front so they could be prayed over. I don’t know quite what to think of all that; supposedly several people with one leg longer than the other were healed of back pain and even had their shorter leg grow after the prayers, but none of us could see the change that many in the group were gasping about, so I dunno…
On the drive back the minibus stalled, but luckily we were able to get it to take us home. Unfortunately, it stalled right at the start of the driveway, so I and 6 or 7 other girls got out and pushed - all the way to the house, which has got to be almost a quarter mile. Uphill. In the rain. We were pretty proud of ourselves after that.
After lunch 18 of the students, DTS staff, and other Holmsted staff piled into cars and went down the road to a slightly less bog-like football pitch (I’m picking up the lingo). We played football for a couple of hours in the drizzle - of course there are the hard-core players and the amateurs like me, but we all have fun. I scored on a penalty kick and got to made the winning goal by kicking the ball through the goalie’s legs after the ball was sent my way as a result of a rather spectacular turnover at the other end of the field.
After dinner a bunch of us walked the 20 minutes to the pub, and I regret to say that I neglected to take my camera so I don’t have any pictures, but this pub is the nicest little place - it’s an old stone house with several of the front rooms made for public use. One of the two main rooms is lower than the other, and there are stairs and a bar bridging the two. Each room has an old brick hearth with a wood fire lit, low ceilings, red velvet upholstered benches and worn wooden chairs. I’ll take lots of pictures the next time we go.

Monday, January 26, 2009

Days 6 and 7

Thursday, January 22

Thursdays are sleep in days, so we get to have breakfast at 8:15 instead of 7:15 - but I had to force myself to go back to sleep for the final hour as I’ve actually gotten used to getting up early! Gasp! Where are the four horsemen?
The morning lessons were on intercessory prayer and diversity. The talk on diversity was mainly on the differences between “hot” and “cold” cultures and the ways they value time, personal property, and relationships, which was quite interesting.
Lunch was sweet Thai chicken with peppers and onions over rice. Every day we have lunch at 1:00 and at 1:20 we have announcements and greet any visitors or returning staff. The gal who was doing announcements today also asked a question-of-the-day sort of thing to test out an idea she’d thought up earlier (whoever answered the question would get a can of coke - a coveted commodity). She asked us to tell of a few of the differences between hot and cold cultures, so I raised my hand and answered.
Work duties after lunch, then I hung out with the girls in my room and we took pictures of our room and bunks to send back home - they’ll be online shortly.
In the afternoon we had a room meeting mediated by one of the DTS staff, Gina, to determine how things were going to run in our dorm room. The six of us have been getting on pretty well, so the meeting was pretty low-key.
We had free time before dinner, so we joined the eight girls in the other room for tea, picture taking, and a few rounds of the Ungame.
We had a session titled Making Jesus Lord. We were puzzled when the leaders asked us to bring pillows and blankets to the lesson - we arrived at the classroom to find the chairs pushed off to the edges of the room and the lights replaced with candles. We made ourselves comfortable on the floor and listened to a short recorded sermon and a talk by one of the staff then we were given as much time as we needed to pray, listen to music, and meditate on what we’d heard.

Friday, January 23

This morning we learned about YWAM’s 17 core values. The base leader (I really must post names and descriptions of all the staff and students for you guys - that’s next on my list) had put together a sort of game with movie clips - we were supposed to match the theme of the movie clip to one of YWAM’s values. The base leader is American, so of course he had to add a bit of competition by having us form smaller groups and see which group could match the most correctly. 17 clips later (everything from Little Miss Sunshine to Fight Club to Ocean’s 11 to Bourne Identity) 4 of the 5 groups had gotten all 17 matches correct, so I and 3 other group representatives got up for a tie breaker - I just barely missed winning a free candy bar for each of my teammates.
The 14 of us girls started a new tradition today - Friday Tea. We’ve decided that every Friday we’ll have tea and play the Ungame - it’s fun to goof off with the girls for a few hours, giggling about all the usual girly things. I’ve even come to crave tea with of milk and sugar.
We hung out in The Underground listening to music until 7:30 then went up to the Leather Room for a couple hours of eating Toblerone, drinking hot chocolate, playing a lighter version of the Ungame, talking, and taking random pictures of one another.

Photos: Friday, January 23

Sunday, January 25, 2009

Days 4 and 5

Tuesday, January 20

This morning we had a really nice worship session - one of Holmsted‘s staff, a guy named Paul, played the guitar and lead. Here worship doesn’t have a time limit; when we have worship it goes on as long as we feel lead. That means that the worship and teaching is that much more meaningful; guided by the Holy Spirit rather than schedules.
In the late morning we had a “lesson” on Intimacy With God - I say it that way because it seemed more like a discussion than a lesson or lecture. Peter (26, The Netherlands), one of our DTS staff, lead it.
Bangers and mash with homemade gravy and fresh vegetables for lunch! That was really good - as usual, I went back for seconds and thirds.
Today was the day we were assigned our work duties, so after lunch an American gal named Gina told us about all of the possible options and why we have work duties for students here at Holmsted, then we had to watch some very old and campy videos about food safety in order to comply with Health and Safety department regulations. After that we got to request what area we’d like to be assigned to. Of the options available I put down the kitchen as my first choice, hospitality as my second, and maintenance as my third - I got the kitchen, so I and three other students will be helping in the kitchen for an hour or two each weekday afternoon, cleaning the kitchen and preparing vegetables and things for the coming meals.
This evening we all went into the leather room to hear the leader’s and other student’s testimonies.
This was intense. Four hours this night, two tomorrow - time devoted to letting each individual tell their life story. Twenty-seven people - stories of abusive parents, happy families, lives on the mission field in war zones, growing up in the charismatic church, lives in ordinary neighborhoods with no troubles, near-death experiences, leukemia, leaving a degrading life behind, psychological disorders, lovers torn apart, miraculous healing, betrayal… the only common thread a desire to know God more. When you spend several days in the company of a group of people, you tend to put each individual in their own little box. The boxes are gone.

Wednesday, January 21

This morning several men and women from the surrounding towns came and told us about the different ministries they run and about the opportunities we’ll have to join them on Friday nights. Then Alex, one of the girls on the DTS staff, spoke about hearing God’s voice.
First day of work duties today - the kitchen hadn’t been ‘deep cleaned’ in a while because of a staff change, so we spent about an hour and a half scrubbing away.
At 4:00 we all met back at The Leather Room for a discussion about community values. Basically, we went through a list of what they call values as opposed to rules - things having to so with quiet hours, media in public rooms, drinking, dating, and decency in public areas.
It was really constructive - instead of laying down the law, Hanna asked us to give our opinions on the topics once she explained the reasons behind the community guidelines. For most things there wasn’t much discussion because we all felt the same way and understood the values behind the ‘rules’. For drinking and dating, though, Hanna encouraged us to split up into smaller groups and discuss things together then share our consensus with the whole group.
With alcohol we reached the decision that it will be up to each person to decide whether or not to drink when we’re outside of Holmsted. Dating came down to “leave with what you came with”, so if you’re not dating don’t start, but it’s something open for discussion with the staff. Apparently by the end of the last DTS of 28 people 24 had paired off - that’s got to be a disruptive. What’s YWAM stand for again? Young Women After Men? Young Wolves After Maidens?

Monday, January 19, 2009

Days 2 and 3

Sunday, January 18

I woke at four in the morning and couldn’t get back to sleep - I gave up trying at 7:00, got up, and went down to the boot room to get some wellies. I walked all around the grounds as the sun was rising - there are several ponds with a good size stream connecting them, an old herb garden, an orchard, and also a football/soccer field along the driveway. I took a few pictures then went inside for breakfast.
At ten a lot of us got in the bus and went to Slogtham (or however you spell it) church for the late morning service. It’s a sweet old church of about one hundred people - the building itself has been remodeled since my dad was here. They put plaster on the interior walls and replaced the wooden pews with movable chairs.
The lesson was on Joseph and the worship was led by one of the base staff and one of the church’s members.
We stayed around for coffee and tea afterwards. Guess what fam - I’ve started drinking coffee (with milk and sugar - I‘m not totally insane). It’s the jet lag’s fault. Blame it. I’ve found tea’s actually quite nice with milk, too.
Anyway, after the service it was back to the base for lunch - the traditional Sunday roast. Roast pork, homemade gravy, roasted small potatoes, steamed vegetables, and fresh banana bread with a hot custard sauce for ‘pudding‘. The food here is actually quite good! From the dismal picture my dad painted of English food I was expecting totally tasteless meals, but not so.
At two thirty we went on two hour walk through the English countryside. It was gorgeous - rolling fields, old farm houses, hedges, horses, and dozens of sheep. We actually walked through one of the sheep fields, which awed a few city people very much.
When we got back we rinsed off our boots (England is very swampy this time of year) and over a dozen of us got cleats on and played soccer until it got dark. That was really fun - I’ve not played in a while, but was still able to keep up alright and I even got a very lucky goal! We were all covered in mud by the time we walked back - my lower legs were totally coated and the rest of me liberally splattered.
We had a ‘packed’ meal for dinner - meaning they set out sandwich fixings and leftovers for us to help ourselves to. Over dinner my table talked about where we should go for the long weekend in March, and it looks like a group will be going to Rome for the four days - I’d love to go, but I don’t know if the financing will work out. Apparently you can get a flight to Rome for less than ten pounds, but the cost of hostels and food would add up…
After dinner there was a bonfire and we stood outside talking for a few hours and introduced the Europeans to the concept of s’mores. Of course, this is England, so there was a bit of improvisation going on - they used chocolate covered digestive biscuits instead of graham crackers and chocolate bars.
Soon after we came in from the bonfire we went to bed, for which I was truly thankful.

Photos: 2nd Day, Sunday, January 18

Monday, January 19

Today we got up at 7:00, ate breakfast, had quiet time for an hour, a worship session in the main room of The Coach House then a coffee break in the underground. Then we learned a bit about the history and vision of YWAM and Holmsted, had another break, then learned about DTS specifically, then had lunch - chicken curry! It was nice and spicy. I heard we’ll get that once a week for a couple weeks at least, I hope that’s true!
After lunch was the base tour, so we split into small groups and toured the different buildings and departments and the staff let us know what it is that they do and how it relates to us.
Now I and a few of the girls from my room are sitting in our room relaxing, showing each other pictures of back home, reading, and blogging.
This has been really excellent so far. There are so many interesting people with fascinating stories - it’s kind of an unusual environment, too, because everyone is so young. Both the students and the staff, I mean. The oldest student is twenty six, and most of the staff are under thirty.

Photos: 3rd Day, Monday, January 19

Saturday, January 17, 2009

“Steppin’ Out” - Traveling and Day 1

Thursday, January 15

“I’m steppin’ out… I’m gonna see the world” - ELO (a song my dad listened to on his way to his DTS then played for me on the drive to O’Hare)

6:49 pm I’m typing this sitting at Gate K7 of the O’Hare International Airport - the flight is now scheduled to leave at 7:30pm instead of 7:20pm, but hopefully that’ll be the only hiccough in this trip.
Sitting in this crowded legion of chairs I can hear Irish and English accents along with the American - knowing that I’m going to be living in a situation where that sort of mixture is the norm is pretty exciting. Soon I’ll be living in very close quarters with people from England, Holland, India, Germany, Norway, France, Sweden, Denmark, Australia, Korea, the US and Canada - 21 other students in all. I’ll see how many different accents I can pick up!
7:30 pm - Well, we’re now scheduled to take off at 7:45 instead of the original 7:20, and I’m hoping this won’t create any problems with my connection in Dublin… it’s supposed to leave at 11:00 am, only two and a half hours after this first flight was originally scheduled to land.
9:40 pm/3:40 am Dublin time - Finally, after over 2 hours of delays due to faulty smoke detectors, frozen water pipes, and a family that had to leave due to a death in the family, we take off.
10:55 am Dublin Time - We touched down at 9:45 and by the time we began to deplane it was around 10:00. By 10:10 I was out and running. Well, walking fast and jogging occasionally, anyway. I got to the passport check line and got a bit antsy as it took so long for the line to shrink - I asked an attendant the fastest route to the Aer Lingus desk and as soon as my passport was stamped I scampered to get my boarding pass.
That done, I hurried to follow the directions to the gate. Up the stairs, through security, down a few long halls, and I made it to the gate with almost 25 minutes to spare.
10:29 pm - in bed at Holmsted Manor - I got to Gatwick at 12:15 and Hanna, the school leader, picked me up. I was given a tour of the beautiful house, met some of the staff and students, ate a late lunch with Hanna, then had some time to myself to unpack a bit, call home, and take a couple hour’s nap.
During dinner I was able to acquaint myself a bit better with some of the other students. From 8:00 - 9:45 we played cards and had an impromptu worship time in “The Underground”, the hang out room in the basement.
I went up to bed at 10:00, did a bit of journaling, and was out like a light.

Photos: Friday, January 16


Day 1 - Saturday, January 17

I got up at 8:00, we had breakfast and wandered around the grounds a bit. At 10 we all got into a mini school bus and went on a shopping trip to Sainsbury’s, where I was happy to find mint Aero bars and Sainsbury’s soda, both of which brought back memories of Edinburgh (as my family will attest).
In the afternoon the plan was to play football (as the Europeans insist on calling it) in the field down the drive, but I and the girls from my room ended up sitting and talking in our room for a few hours. They’re all really interesting girls; I’ll be telling you about them later on…
We had a meeting in The Leather Room at 4:00 so everyone could introduce themselves as everyone had arrived. We got our schedules and learned more about the general layout of the school, then spent a couple of hours talking.
We ate pizza for dinner and I helped wash up afterwards, then we went to the coach house to play a few ice breaking games. After a bit we went back to The Underground, which is where I am now!

Photos: 1st Day - Saturday, January 17


Tuesday, January 13, 2009

Introductions

"He has the deed half done who has made a beginning." - Horace

Perhaps Horace is right when it comes to some things, but for all that I’ve made a beginning with my trip to England, I’ve got a ways to go before the halfway mark.
In making a beginning for this journal telling you about my time away in England and who knows where else, I think I’ll give you a bit of background.
First, Youth With A Mission. I think that they are a good deal better at telling you about themselves than I would be, so…

YWAM Explained

We are a mixture of people from all over the world, from 149 countries in fact. In many of our locations, people from a wide variety of nations serve side by side. We come from numerous different Christian denominations and speak hundreds of languages. Nearly half of our staff come from "non-western" countries, such as Brazil, Korea, Indonesia, India and Nepal.
In addition to our full-time staff, many YWAM locations host short-term outreach teams made up of individuals, youth groups, families and churches who get to participate first-hand in "making God known" through both words and actions. We send out over 25,000 short-term missionaries each year.
There are three strands of ministry weaving throughout all that YWAM does:

Evangelism - Some creative tools used to present the gospel include drama, music, performing arts and sports camps. YWAMers want to share their faith effectively in ways that the audience--whether teenagers, elderly refugees, or an unreached people group--will understand. YWAM also engages in church planting among unreached people groups.

Mercy Ministry - Mercy Ministry is the "hands and feet" of making God known. YWAM helps meet some of the practical and physical needs of about 400,000 people annually. Caring for street children in South America; aiding in the recovery of drug addicts in North America and Western Europe; feeding and housing refugees and women in need in Africa and Asia, and operating ships that declare the good news practically and verbally, are just some of the ways in which helping hands are extended.

Training and Discipleship - Training and Discipleship aim to better equip Christians to serve others in everything from agriculture and health care, to drug rehabilitation and biblical counseling. Through YWAM's University of the Nations (U of N), missionaries can study in specialized areas such as science and technology, linguistics, the humanities, and Christian ministry. Most YWAM schools combine classroom teaching with relationship-centered discipleship and practical service.
The Discipleship Training School (DTS) is a requirement for applying as YWAM staff, and serves as a prerequisite to all other training programs. Each year some 10,000 students attend a U of N school at one of the 250 different locations.”

“Discipleship Training Schools (DTS) aim to prepare messengers of the gospel, helping students to know God in depth. The goal is to form Christian character and establish Biblical relationships while developing a daily walk with God. This intensive Christian training course begins with an 11 or 12 week classroom phase followed by a typically 12 week outreach.
The DTS is designed to encourage students to develop in personal character, to cultivate a living relationship with God, and to identify their unique individual gifts and callings in God. Cross-cultural exposure and global awareness are special emphases throughout these courses, preparing the students to reach current and future generations and answer the call to "Go into all the world and make disciples of all nations" Matthew 28:19.
Not everyone completing a DTS necessarily joins YWAM. Many participate in a DTS to take time out to concentrate on God and consider whether He might be calling them to Christian ministry.”

My dad attended DTS thirty years ago, I have quite a few relatives who are very involved with YWAM, my parents were on the advisory board of Rancho Los Amigos in Juarez, Mexico for about 5 years, and I’ve helped out on a couple of medical missions outreaches through Rancho, so YWAM and DTS have been well known to me as far back as I can remember.
I began to consider the idea of attending DTS when I was twelve; at first it was mainly as an excuse to spend time in England - a country which has always attracted me because it has such a pivotal place in the world’s history and is the country of origin of a lot of my favorite literature - and skip out on school for a year. However, over the past several years I’ve come to look forward to DTS as a time to explore my relationship with God and really think hard on how I want to proceed with my schooling and career.
And so I’ve come to this point. Thursday, January 15, at 7:30pm, my flight leaves O’Hare. I land in Dublin at 7:30am local time - 1:30am back home. Two and a half hours and one airline switch later, I’ll be on a plane bound to land at Heathrow Airport at 12:20pm/6:20am.
I’ll be at Holmsted Manor until mid April when I’ll be leaving for another YWAM base for the outreach phase. In mid June it’s back to Holmsted for a bit, then on June 27 I’ll be home.
So, there’s the much-longer-than-intended introduction to what I’ll be up to for the next few months. I hope to keep a fairly regular online journal to tell you about Holmsted itself, fellow students, day trips, lessons, teachers, revelations… I’ll also do my best to illustrate with pictures .
Check back often - I'll put up new entries as often as I can write them.